I have a strange feeling.

That everyone will end up hating me in MC
and then leave.

Is it weird to think that?

Anyone have the list?

.n.;

I want to try doing it again,
but all sketches in a new sketch book called
"100 THEME CHALLENGE!!!!"

I'm so original. I know..


;D;;;


So yeah.
Have the list?

I don't feel like searching.

You're tired of me and my stupid problems. You come to me and tell me to stop.
Yet.. you shove all your problems onto me, expecting for me to solve them for you.
Do you not care how I feel? Am I just a waste dump for your issues?
Can you not see how much pain I'm in, how much I am suffering?
Why... Why did you become my friend? When you tell me I'm a spoiled selfish
brat who has no manners and an ignorant attitude.

Was that you purpose of being my "friend", to tell me how much of a bottom feeder I am?

I'm sorry I act the way I do. I'm sorry that's who I am.
I know you wont forgive me. No one will. How can I expect you to?

I really don't think you will.

People see me as an attention whore. Or the isolationist who just sits there.

I just sit there, hoping you'll realize I'm here, when you're off talking to your friends.
You know I have no one to talk to. Yet when I try to make conversation with someone else...
you think I'm an attention whore...

Am I really a person you think of as a disgrace... a person you pretend to be "friends" with...
but really.. you hate me? Will I ever truly smile?


I don't know the answer to that.... I don't think I will truly ever smile with meaning.
I'll give you fake smiles everyday if that's what you want.
People criticize me.. not even knowing what's going on in my head...
they disregard my feelings... unaware of how sensitive I am.. and how short tempered I am.


I want to be accepted by you.. and your friends...



Keep smiling.... that's all I want...
I don't care if you hate me.. or never want to talk to me again...
just please... keep smiling....

HOLY JESUS CAT
MY DOG IS JERKING.









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1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

1. I have a problem with my lungs. No it's not asthma
2. My lung problem has me get sick often.
3. All my OCs have to have a name, age, and bio. If not, they are not official, just sketches.
4. I make weird faces when I draw character expressions
5. I pretend to be smart. but in reality. I have no clue what's going on.
6. Use to be a Narutard ever since Jr High
7. I have to pee frequently. Like right now. ;^;
8. I wish I was a pirate ninja so then people don't have to fight over who is better anymore.
9. Sometimes, I just want to punch the following people: tippies, twifags, and wannabe kawaii neko desu fangirls.
10. I wish my drawings were anatomically correct and full of motion and expression.


TAGGING:

I'll be doing free sketches,
because I'm bored already on
the first day of Winter break.

So HIT ME UP!

Sketches:

> Uber: suprise [no ref needed]
> Hails: Garrett [no ref needed]
> Solmie: [ref]
> Chuchu:[ref]
> Sukiyo: [ref]


I'll go be a nerd and do homework
until you people fill int he slots.

C: